Who we are, and why we're "fluffy"!

Please use this entry to introduce yourselves and share why you're "fluffy".
This might take some careful thought or prayer, let God tell you, and be open to change the negativity and accept God's truth that we are His princess', worthy of His love and never ending mercies.

I'm Sydney, mother of 6, and 46 (I think) years old.
I love God . He's the only reason I'm I'm as sane as I am. He has been my rock and on several occasions, has pulled me from the drowning currents in my life. I loved him when I was young, and have always known I belonged to him. My past is abusive, and through His love and arms extended to me, and other's love toward me, I am being healed.
I grew up always feeling rejected and alone. I have 3 sisters, and my mom raised us alone since I was 8. She was busy working full-time to make ends meet, but in that whole page of "life", my needs were not met, and my home was one of unacceptance, rejection, unkindness, and pain.
I believe that led me to marry a man who treated me the same way. And here I am so many years later, looking back and knowing why I eat to feel good. Food was a BIG part of our family life, and the fun times and holidays were centered around food. I suppose it's true in my own home now... I'll have to work at balancing that area. I overeat because I feel. I feel lonely most days. I feel rejected. I feel unacceptable and never "with it". Whatever "it" is.
So there I am in a nut shell. I'm looking forward to encouraging and being encouraged here...
I know God will help us and heal us, for His will is just that in our lives!